I'm a god

Lol what a title right? I haven't written in ages and I just come back with this bomb, lol hold your judgement stones relax, hear me out...

End of last year into this year I went through quite a hard time, most probably the hardest times I'll ever go through, I actually mean that, cause the lessons I learned through that whole time are life lessons for practically every rock I'll stumble on.
I talk about some of them throughout this post

1. Let God be the Centre of Your Life
Cliché right? I mean how many times have we heard these words before, well maybe you should give it a try hey...

I had made myself a world a world without God in it and I'd constantly try to convince myself that He was there with me but deep in my heart I knew it wasn't where God wanted me. There were red flags everywhere but hey! "I got this" #BatManVoice ... I can just swoop this one away like this and just put some white paint on this one "Look God! a white flag"
Weelll not really Bleh, that's not how it works #Wierd '~'

2. Our Prayers are heard and they are answered
Thing is when we pray we sometimes already have an answer for ourselves and we just want God to go with our plan lol uuhhmm not going to happen fam

... So This world starts crumbling down, bit by bit it's falling apart right before my eyes and I know there's nothing I can do to save it but ima try, lol hey!! This is my world ohk! I can't just let it crumble I can do a little bit of this right here, I can patch this crack over here and I can hold it up, I CAN DO THIS!! nope •_• No you can't
So I turned to God, at first my prayer was obviously "God please Father Lord God of Heaven and Earth who reigns forever more! You who saved the Israeites, Oh God of Jacob, God of Isaac, God of Abraha..." Lol I don't really pray like that😂I just couldn't resist🙈
My first prayer was really just asking God to save my world, more like begging really
But eventually the Holy Spirit just put this prayer in my heart

"More of you and less of me Jesus, You know what's best for me, your ways are better than mine so my life is in your hands cause in my own I'd be doomed, so Lord save me from myself"

I have to tell you, that prayer was the turning point of my life, I basically asked Jesus to intervene in my life to guide me, to be my shepherd and lead this sheep, and He did

3. Check Your Comfort Zone
Is it where you should even be? Mine wasn't ... And we all know how moving from your comfort zone can be the worst experience ever, you know like that moment right after you've snuggled up in your blankets with your favourite teddy on a cold night and you remember that you didn't put your phone on the charger? Lol weeell yeah maybe this was a little deeper than that...🙈

You've probably heard the bible call us sheep, and Jesus the Shepherd, well a shepherd carries a rod the rod usually has a hook thing at one end, this is to pull the sheep when it's going astray you can imagine right?! You are just there , having a good time, minding your own business, taking a nice walk and suddenly someone pulls your leg ...lol cummon guys focus, no pun intended... someone literally pulls you by your ankle, it's obviously uncomfortable, you'll probably fall, you'll be mad, you'll throw a fit, and probably TAKE IT OUT ON EVERYONE!!😠 ... Lol Hey! some people really don't like it when you pull their leg ^_^ couldn't help it
But you get the point, being forced out of your comfort zone really sucks, but I was going astray, God has a plan with my life and I was in the way of that, I had asked him to lead me so he was doing just that

4. Hope, always find hope and hold on to it

My world crumbled down...
I was broken in every ounce of fibre in me, I was at my lowest, trust me that was my lowest point. I was mad, mad at everyone, at God even, but I held on to this little hope he'd put in my heart this one day when I'd just given up and saw no point continuing
And little by little he helped me up, sometimes I was reluctant ... lol have you noticed that sometimes you get used to being sad lol I promise you, I'd feel myself being fine and decide to listen to that one song that I know will send me right where I was trying to move away from lol crazy stuff

5. I'm a Supernatural being, I'm a god
In the same way that an apple tree produces apples, a human being produces a human, a king produces a king, a god produces a god
The scripture also says that God makes man in His own likeness,

                                          We Are gods

The human body has limitations, it's hard to do certain things in your human nature, but when you tap into your supernatural self, your god nature you get to do the humanly impossible.
In your god nature you are able to do as Luke 6:28 says you can bless those who curse you and you can pray for those who hurt you because you understand that you are bigger than that.

The great Nelson Mandela was put through hell, his family was destroyed, his children are probably still traumatised by the whole experience. When you learn everything that man went through you realise how he had every right (humanly) to be mad and bitter and go on a rampage, but when he had all the opportunity in the world to revenge himself, a perfect revenge even, he forgave and instead fought for something bigger than revenge he fought for Peace, peace for all, he acted like the god he is

So I tapped into my god nature and I supernaturally forgave, I supernaturally loved again, I supernaturally found inner peace and it's not Chicken Licken hotwings lol those niggas lied.            
                                God my father is my Peace
                                     Indestructible Peace